WOW, WHEN I SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...I'M NOT JUST BLOWIN SMOKE UP YA ASS!!! LATELY, I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH A SLUMP...YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I MEAN. LOL. YES, AS ALWAYS, IT'S SELF IMPOSED. OF COURSE, IT'S EASY TO GO OUT AND GET SOME...BUT WHY SETTLE FOR JUST ANYBODY? RIGHT? WELL, I HAVE BEEN HOLDING OUT BECAUSE I FEEL, THAT AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE, I SHOULD ACCEPT NOTHING LESS THAN WHAT I DESERVE. I HAVE HAD MY EYE ON A COUPLE OF DUDES. ONE IN PARTICULAR IS DRIVING ME ABSO-FREAKIN-LUTELY INSANE! "TO PJ PARY OR NOT TO PJ PARTY?" AY YI YI...LOL...THE OTHER ONE IS JUST PLAYIN WIT IT! LOL. NOW...ALTHOUGH IT MAY SEEM I HAVE AN ENDLESS SUPPLY OF CANDIDATES, THAT IS JUST NOT THE CASE! WELL, THAT'S NEITHER HERE NOR THERE, BECAUSE THIS POST IS ABOUT SOMEONE NEW.....
MAY I JUST SCREAM OH EM GEE REALLY QUICKLY BEFORE I EXPLAIN....LOL....OK NOW THAT I HAD MY CRAZED CHEERLEADER MOMENT I'LL GET INTO IT...
THIS DUDE HAS BEEN A FRIEND OF MINE FOR ONLY A FEW SHORT MONTHS. MET HIM THROUGH A MUTUAL ACQUAINTANCE. ACTUALLY MET HIM THROUGH SOME DUDE THAT WAS TRYING TO HOLLA AT ME, BUT THAT'S ANOTHER STORY LOL. SO THIS GUY IS IN THE MILITARY. YES, OFFICERS ARE JUST TOO DAMN TASTY! Mmmm Yummy...WELL, ANYWHO...HE DECIDED TODAY WAS THE RIGHT DAY TO COME OUT AND EXPRESS THE WAY HE FEELS ABOUT ME. MIND YOU, I HAD TALKED ABOUT HIM TO ONE OF MY BFF'S IN REFERENCE TO HOW HE COULD "GET IT"!!!! LMAO. HOWEVER, I DO NOT THROW MYSELF AT ANYONE UNLESS I FEEL THERE IS A MUTUAL CONNECTION. (SEE PJ PARTY LOL) I HAD NOT GOTTEN THE IMPRESSION THAT HE WAS INTO ME, SO I DIDN'T BOTHER. TIL TODAY THAT IS...AND ME OH MY...HE WANTS HIM SOME JANE REAL BAD!!! LOL. WELL, I'VE SPENT BASICALLY THE ENTIRE DAY SO FAR GETTING TO KNOW HIM BETTER. AND DAMNED IF I DON'T FIND MYSELF SERIOUSLY ATTRACTED TO, NOT JUST HIS OUTWARD APPEARANCE, THE PERSON HE IS. HE'S SMART, VERY FUNNY, UPFRONT ABOUT HIS LIKES AND DISLIKES AND JUST AN OVERALL REALLY COOL DUDE. FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS WE'VE BEEN PRETTY COOL FRIENDS. HANG OUT AND TALK SHIT, FLIRT A LITTLE, AS IS MY WAY LOL...SO DO I RISK OUR FRIENDSHIP, AS YOUNG AS IT MAY BE, TO SEE WHAT ELSE THERE IS WITH HIM? IF THERE IS ANYTHING MORE? HE WAS VERY OPEN ABOUT WANTING TO MOVE IN ANOTHER DIRECTION WITH ME...MAYBE I OVER ANALYZE SHIT...BUT I FEEL PRETTY DARN GOOD ABOUT THIS ONE. SUPPOSE ONLY TIME WILL TELL. OH AND I FORGOT TO FEED YA THE CHICKEN KICKER HERE...HE'S LEAVING IN ABOUT 3 WEEKS FOR INTENSE TRAINING IN MISSOURI...SO I HAVE VERY LITTLE TIME TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO. HE'LL BE GONE FOR 6 MONTHS BUT HAS ALREADY ASKED ME TO COME FOR WEEKEND VISITS CUZ NOW THAT HIS FEELINGS ARE ALL OUT IN THE OPEN, HE WANTS TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH ME AS HE CAN...VERY SWEET, AWWWWWW LOL...AYYYYYY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!
ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER FOLKS....SORRY
TIL NEXT TIME
*BESOS*
~JANE~
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