NO WAY DUDE!!!

OK, IDK IF THIS SHIT JUST HAPPENS TO ME OR WHAT!!! I TRY TO BE NICE AND IT'S LIKE AN INVITATION TO STALK ME!!! ONE THING I MUST STRESS, I AM A VERY OUTGOING PERSON...LAIDBACK...DO NOT LIKE DRAMA (ALTHOUGH IT SEEMS I AM CONSTANTLY IN SOME TYPE OF DRAMA LOL) I HAVE BEEN "TALKING" TO THIS DUDE FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW, I MAY HAVE MENTIONED HIM PREVIOUSLY (COOL DUDE, DON'T HAVE THE URGE TO JUMP HIS BONES)...ANYWHOOOO, HE HAS BEEN QUITE PERSISTENT, EVENTHOUGH I HAVE ONLY SEEN HIM TWICE IN PERSON! I BARELY GIVE HIM THE TIME OF DAY! YET, HE FEELS IT'S OK TO COMPLAIN TO ME ABOUT OUR LACK OF "QUALITY TIME" TOGETHER! IF I'M NOT GIVING YOU THE TIME...WHY WOULD YOU THINK AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS I'D START NOW??? LATELY I HAVE BEEN MUCH MORE AGGRESSIVE WITH IT! BUT THAT DOES NOT SEEM TO BE WORKING!!! I CAN NOT POSSIBLY BE SO FREAKIN WONDERFUL THAT HE CAN'T JUST WALK AWAY AND CALL IT A DAY! IF I WERE HIM, I'D DROPKICK MY ASS AND KEEP IT MOVING!!! THAT'S HOW HONEST I'VE BEEN WITH HIM...SO IS IT TIME FOR A RESTRAINING ORDER OR WHAT? THE SAD PART IS, THIS IS SOOOOO NOT THE 1ST TIME IT'S HAPPENED TO ME!!! AND WHEN I SAY I CAN BE PRETTY EVIL...TRUST MY WORDS! LOL...I AM HARSH AND RUTHLESS WHEN IT COMES TO PUTTING THESE DUDES IN THEIR PLACE! SO WTF IS GOING ON???? IS IT SOMETHING IN THE WATER???? AY YI YIIIIIII KONYO! PERO QUE ES???? I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE...THE NEXT STEP IS VIOLENCE PEOPLE! LOL

A DAY IN THE LIFE...

I AM ALWAYS THANKFUL FOR THE BLESSINGS IN MY LIFE...AND TODAY IS NO DIFFERENT! I HAD AN AWESOME DAY OFF WITH TWO OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS...YES I SAID BESTEST! LOL...HUNG OUT WITH MY OLDER SON...AND JUST ENJOYED THE BEAUTIFUL DAY! IT WAS GORGEOUS IN THE BX TODAY!!! EVEN SAT OUTSIDE WITH MY BESTIES AND HAD A VANILLA ICE CREAM WITH SPRINKLES ON A CONE FROM THE MISTER SOFTEE TRUCK! GREAT! LOL...PLAYED WITH MY HOMIES BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL...AND JUST GOSSIPED AND ATE TOO MUCH OF SOME TERRIFIC HOMECOOKED PUERTO RICAN FOOD WITH A COUPLE ICE COLD BEERS....LIKE I SAID, AWESOMELY BLESSED DAY!!! NOW I'M OFF TO BED AND JUST PRAY FOR MORE DAYS LIKE THIS ONE...NITE NITE LUVS!

HASTA LA PROXIMA...

~JANE~

FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT...

I CAN NOT BELIEVE HOW DRASTICALLY ONE'S LIFE CAN BE CHANGED IN THE COURSE OF 24 HOURS!!! SEEMS I'M A VICTIM OF FORGETTING TO EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED! I AM A STRONG LADY! I KNOW I CAN GET THROUGH ANYTHING THE POWERS THAT BE THROW IN MY PATH....BUT AT THE MOMENT, I HAVE TO ADMIT, I FEEL MISERABLY DEFEATED! I WAS SO UNPREPARED FOR THE NEWS I RECEIVED TODAY...NO IT'S NOT EARTH SHATTERING, IT'S MOST DEFINITELY NOT THE END OF THE WORLD...BUT IT SURE AS HELL IS ONE MAJOR SPEED BUMP IN MY LIFE'S HIGHWAY!!!! JUST WHEN MY JOURNEY WAS GOING SO WELL. BUT AS I'VE SAID IN THE PAST...JUST WHEN SHIT STARTS TO GET TOO GOOD...IT FUCKING RAINS PISS!!! AND THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING SO AWESOMELY I SHOULD HAVE EXPECTED BAD NEWS...SO Y THE FUCK DIDN'T I???? AYYYY WELL, THERE IS NO USE IN DWELLING ON THE BS! IT SERVES NO PURPOSE! BUT DEAR LORD TELL ME HOW THE HELL AM I GOING 2 GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK?!?!? WITH ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THE DRAMA AND THE BS...I GUESS I SHOULD JUST BE THANKFUL FOR HAVING HAD A COUPLE GREAT MONTHS THROWN INTO MY LIFE FOR GOOD MEASURE, HUH? AS THE SAYING GOES...IT IS WHAT IT IS! I ONLY PRAY FOR THE STRENGTH TO ENDURE YET ANOTHER SETBACK...

ANYWHO...THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS...

~JANE~

LIVING LA VIDA MIA!

I AM LOVING THIS MID WEEK THING! LOL. HANGIN OUT W/ THE GIRLS N ENJOYING MYSELF W/ GOOD MUSIC N A COUPLE OF SOOTHING DRINKS...LOL...WHEN I STOP 2 THINK THAT NOT EVERYBODY HAS THE OPPORTUNITY 2 JUST GET UP N GO WHENEVER THEY WANT, WELL I FEEL AWESOMELY BLESSED! I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD LIFE. YAY ME! LMAO. NOW ALL I NEED IS 2 ADD A BIT MORE SEX 2 THIS LIFE N IT WILL B COMPLETE! LOL. SEX GOOD...LIKE CHICKEN! LMFAO!!!! ANYWHOOO, GBO KILLED IT AS USUAL...THE GIRLS N I CUT ASS ALL NITE...AS USUAL LOL...NOW I'M HOME RELAXING 2 THE OH SO LOVELY SOUNDS OF COD...YUP, BUGZ IS ON THE 360 TALKIN MAD SHIT! LOL. AND ME? I AM ABOUT 2 HIT THE BED CUZ I JUST DOWNED LIKE HALF A BOTTLE OF NYQUIL...YES, I'M STILL SICKY POO BUT I HAD 2 GET OUT 2NITE! GLAD I DID CUZ I HAD A GREAT TIME! NITE NITE LUV'S!!!!

COMO SIEMPRE...

***BESITOS Y ABRAZOS***
~JANE~

WTF???

OK SO I'M STILL VERY BOTHERED BY AN ARGUMENT I HAD LAST NIGHT WITH MY EX...IT WASN'T ABOUT "US", IT WAS ABOUT MY SON. LONG STORY....I HATE TO ARGUE WITH HER. IT REALLY DOES HURT ME TO HURT HER. HOWEVER, I HAVE CERTAIN RULES WHEN MY SON IS IN HER CARE. SHE DISREGARDED THEM AND I WENT OFF. I FEEL BAD FOR YELLING AT HER BUT I WILL NOT BACK DOWN WHEN IT COMES TO MY KID! EVER! AYYYYY I'M STILL ANNOYED!!! NEVERMIND, I WILL WRITE ABOUT THIS WHEN I'M NOT SO UPSET...AND NO, IT WASN'T A BIG DEAL...OR ANYTHING THAT ENDANGERED HIM...IT'S JUST A SIMPLE REQUEST I HAD THAT WAS IGNORED. THIS WILL HAVE TO BE CONTINUED AT A LATER TIME....

THE STREAK HAS ENDED....

YES MY LITTLE BUNNY RABBITS...THE STREAK IS INDEED OVER! FRIDAY NIGHT, OR SHOULD I SAY, VERY EARLY SATURDAY MORNING?! "MR. SMITH" TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS!!!! AND OH MY JESUS....DID HE TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS!!! I AM SO GLAD THAT IT WAS, BASICALLY, AWESOME! CUZ IF I HAD WAITED THAT LONG FOR SOME WACK ASS BUNZ....I'D BE ONE PISSED OFF LATINA RIGHT NOW!!! LOL. THE KITTY KAT IS PURRING....LMAO. ACTUALLY, THE KITTY KAT IS SORE AS HELL!!! GUESS THE POOR THING WAS OUTTA THE GAME TOO LONG! LOL. BUT I AM RECOVERING NICELY...AND CAN NOT WAIT FOR ROUND 2!!! AFTER 6 MONTHS AND 10 DAYS...YES I COUNTED THE DAYS TOO!!!! I'M SURPRISED I CAN WALK AT ALL! BESIDES THAT, LOL....I HAD A PRETTY EVENTFUL WEEK....FINALLY WENT TO SEE G-BO AT CAMARADAS...WHICH JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE LOCATED DOWN THE BLOCK FROM WHERE I WAS BORN!!! SPANISH HARLEM BABY!!! LOL. HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH OLD FRIENDS. WENT OUT TO DINNER WITH MY BESTIES!!! HAD SEX...OH WAIT...I ALREADY MENTONED THAT DIDN'T I? LMAO....I'M STILL IN SHOCK I SUPPOSE! I WAS AS NERVOUS AS A REAL FUCKING VIRGIN! NOT JUST A BORN AGAIN! LOL....OH AND APPARENTLY I AM NOW THE TALK OF THE "WATER COOLER" SET....LMFAO! GUESS IT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SHOW UP TO WORK A LITTLE....HMMM HOW SHALL I PUT THIS....BEAT UP! LMMFAO! YEA, US LIGHT SKINNED GIRLS HAVE TO BE A TAD MORE CONSCIOUS OF HOW EASILY WE BRUISE.....SO LESS "BITE ME HARDER"S NEXT TIME...LOL. ANYWAY, ENDING MY WEEK WITH SOME LAUNDRY...LUCKY ME...

AS ALWAYS MY BABYLUV'S....

***BESOS***

~JANE~

{AFTERTHOUGHT}

YES THIS IS THE SAME "MR SMITH" THAT I HAVE MENTIONED PREVIOUSLY...THE ONE WITH THE UNFORTUNATE...EXTRA BAGGAGE...GUESS I BEEN A VERY NAUGHTY GIRL....BUT PLEASE, ASK ME IF I CARE!!!! YUP, THE ANSWER TO THAT IS HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL NOOOOOOOOOOOO! CUZ HE'S GROWN AND I PUT NO LOADED GUN TO HIS HEAD! I DID NOT INITIATE OR INSTIGATE ANY OF THE FLIRTING THAT LED TO THIS...SO I DON'T FEEL BAD...SORRY...NITE NITE, LUV LUV! LOL