FOR A QUICK HELLO...I AM QUITE DETERMINED TO STAY ON TOP OF UPDATING HERE. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. I SUPPOSE THIS IS BECOMING A FORM OF THERAPY FOR ME. A RELEASE OF SORTS. CUZ TO BE PERFECTLY HONEST, SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO GUT SOMEBODY...BUT I TAKE A BREATHER AND WOOSAA A LIL BIT, LOL. PLUS, I KNOW FOR DAMN SURE THAT I NEED AN OUTLET FOR THE SOMETIMES IRRITATING ASPECTS OF LIVING WITH SOMEONE NEW...OH DID I NOT MENTION, MY GIRLFRIEND HAS OFFICIALLY MOVED IN. I'M SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THIS. ALTHOUGH I AM SIMULTANEOUSLY SCARED TO DEATH! LOL...
I KNOW IT'S A COMMON LESBIAN THING...MOVING IN TOGETHER AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT AND ISH. BUT I DON'T FEEL THAT WAY WITH MY YUMMY HUNNY BUNNY...I'VE KNOWN HER FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS. IT'S NOT LIKE WE JUST MET. AND TO BE HONEST, I FELT READY FOR THIS. I BELIEVE SHE DID AS WELL. IT WASN'T EVEN A REAL DISCUSSION, WE JUST MADE THE MOVE HAPPEN. WHICH WAS KIND OF AWESOME. I'VE NEVER BEEN IN SUCH AN EASY RELATIONSHIP. WE BOTH GENUINELY RESPECT AND LOVE EACH OTHER. I KNOW I KOW, I'M GETTING ODEEE QUEER AGAIN, SORRY LOL...
ANYWHO, I'M SLACKING OFF AT WORK RIGHT NOW, TIME TO GET BACK ON MY GRIND! WILL BE BACK IN TOUCH SOON THO ;-) TIL THEN MY LOVERLIES...MUCHO AMOR Y BESITOS
Friday, September 24, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
HOLA MI GENTE...
SO I'M HERE AT WORK AND IT'S SUCKING MAJOR BALLAGE BUT IT'S A PAYCHECK SO CAN'T BITCH TOO MUCH ABOUT IT...
WAS KIND OF FEELING THE NEED TO VENT A BIT...HAD A LIL DISAGREEMENT WITH THE HUNNY BUNNY LAST NIGHT...LET'S JUST SAY IT WAS OVER SOME PIX SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE STORED IN HER PHONE. SUFFICE IT TO SAY, I WAS PISSED. YES, I WAS WRONG, I VIOLATED HER PRIVACY. I SHOULD NEVER HAVE CHECKED HER PHONE. I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON. I DON'T LOOK FOR THINGS I'M NOT READY TO FIND...TRUST ME! NOT THAT I'M ON SOME 'DON'T ASK DON'T TELL' TYPE KICK...BUT I ALLOWED MYSELF TO GET HIGHLY UPSET OVER OLD PIX...I AM OVER IT NOW. HOWEVER, I KNOW MYSELF, I MAY TRY AND BE MISS I SPY AGAIN AND I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON. SO WHAT I'M REALLY SAYING IS, I DON'T TRUST MYSELF TO NOT BE NOSY LOL. HEY, AT LEAST GIVE ME THE BROWNIE POINTS FOR HONESTY HERE, LOL...
EITHER WAY, WE'VE TALKED THINGS OUT AFTER A VERY ROUGH, SLEEPLESS NIGHT. I DON'T LIKE GOING TO SLEEP ANGRY, GUESS THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP TIL ALMOST 8AM!!! THANKFULLY I DIDN'T HAVE TO BE AT WORK TIL 1:30PM TODAY. AND YES, I AM OVER WHAT I SAW...BUT I AM NOT COMPLETELY OVER HER REACTION TO THE WHOLE SITUATION...SHE DID EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT, NO, KNEW SHE WOULD DO! LASHED OUT IN ANGER ABOUT THE FACT I LOOKED THROUGH HER PHOTO ALBUM RATHER THAN UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS SO HURT. SHE GOT IT EVENTUALLY, BUT F*CK MAN! GIVE ME A BREAK! I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE! EVERYONE IS ALLOWED THEIR MISTAKES...INCLUDING HER AND HER MILLION AND ONE PIX OF HER EX STILL STORED IN THAT DAMN PHONE!!! UGH, I DIGRESS...LOL
WE CAN GET ONE THING STRAIGHT, I AM TRUSTING, NOT NAIVE! SO DON'T PLAY ME FOR A FOOL, EVER! WITH THAT SAID...I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME AND CUDDLE TIL I KNOCK THE HECK OUT IN HER ARMS. AFTER ALL, SHE IS MY YUMMY HUNNY BUNNY AND I LOVE HER TO BITS AND PIECES...ANYWAY, SHE NOW KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ON THE WRONG END OF JANE'S 'TUDE, SHE WON'T LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. I'M SUPER SURE! LMAO
ANYWHOOOOOOO MY LOVERLIES, BACK TO WORK FOR THIS CHICA! HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY YOUR EVENING AND DON'T THINK I'M A TOTAL NUTJOB ;-) TIL NEXT TIME...HUGS N KISSES...
WAS KIND OF FEELING THE NEED TO VENT A BIT...HAD A LIL DISAGREEMENT WITH THE HUNNY BUNNY LAST NIGHT...LET'S JUST SAY IT WAS OVER SOME PIX SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE STORED IN HER PHONE. SUFFICE IT TO SAY, I WAS PISSED. YES, I WAS WRONG, I VIOLATED HER PRIVACY. I SHOULD NEVER HAVE CHECKED HER PHONE. I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON. I DON'T LOOK FOR THINGS I'M NOT READY TO FIND...TRUST ME! NOT THAT I'M ON SOME 'DON'T ASK DON'T TELL' TYPE KICK...BUT I ALLOWED MYSELF TO GET HIGHLY UPSET OVER OLD PIX...I AM OVER IT NOW. HOWEVER, I KNOW MYSELF, I MAY TRY AND BE MISS I SPY AGAIN AND I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT PERSON. SO WHAT I'M REALLY SAYING IS, I DON'T TRUST MYSELF TO NOT BE NOSY LOL. HEY, AT LEAST GIVE ME THE BROWNIE POINTS FOR HONESTY HERE, LOL...
EITHER WAY, WE'VE TALKED THINGS OUT AFTER A VERY ROUGH, SLEEPLESS NIGHT. I DON'T LIKE GOING TO SLEEP ANGRY, GUESS THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP TIL ALMOST 8AM!!! THANKFULLY I DIDN'T HAVE TO BE AT WORK TIL 1:30PM TODAY. AND YES, I AM OVER WHAT I SAW...BUT I AM NOT COMPLETELY OVER HER REACTION TO THE WHOLE SITUATION...SHE DID EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT, NO, KNEW SHE WOULD DO! LASHED OUT IN ANGER ABOUT THE FACT I LOOKED THROUGH HER PHOTO ALBUM RATHER THAN UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS SO HURT. SHE GOT IT EVENTUALLY, BUT F*CK MAN! GIVE ME A BREAK! I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE! EVERYONE IS ALLOWED THEIR MISTAKES...INCLUDING HER AND HER MILLION AND ONE PIX OF HER EX STILL STORED IN THAT DAMN PHONE!!! UGH, I DIGRESS...LOL
WE CAN GET ONE THING STRAIGHT, I AM TRUSTING, NOT NAIVE! SO DON'T PLAY ME FOR A FOOL, EVER! WITH THAT SAID...I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME AND CUDDLE TIL I KNOCK THE HECK OUT IN HER ARMS. AFTER ALL, SHE IS MY YUMMY HUNNY BUNNY AND I LOVE HER TO BITS AND PIECES...ANYWAY, SHE NOW KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ON THE WRONG END OF JANE'S 'TUDE, SHE WON'T LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. I'M SUPER SURE! LMAO
ANYWHOOOOOOO MY LOVERLIES, BACK TO WORK FOR THIS CHICA! HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY YOUR EVENING AND DON'T THINK I'M A TOTAL NUTJOB ;-) TIL NEXT TIME...HUGS N KISSES...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
IT HAS INDEED BEEN A LONG WHILE...
IT FEELS SOOOOO GOOOOD TO BE BACK...LOL...
WELL, WELL, WELL...SEEMS I'VE BEEN M.I.A. FOR MUCH TOO LONG. HOW THE WORLD AND I HAVE CHANGED SINCE LAST I POSTED! LET ME START BY SAYING, HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO....LOL
SO ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN GONE, PLEASE KNOW, MY LIFE HASN'T STOPPED BEING LIVED. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN LA VIDA JANE. FOR ONE, I AM CURRENTLY HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE AND IN A BEAUTIFUL, LOVING AND VERY SEXUALLY ACTIVE, COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP! PHEW, THAT WAS A MOUTHFUL LOL...BUT IT'S TRUE...WE'VE BEEN DATING SINCE END OF FEBRUARY, BEGINNING OF MARCH...AND BECAME OFFICIAL IN JULY...I LOVE HER LIKE A FAT CHICK LOVES CHOCOLATE!!! AND I'M A FAT CHICK SO TAKE MY WORD FOR IT, WE LOVE CHOCOLATE! LOL.
I KNOW THAT NOBODY GIVES A CRAP ABOUT PEOPLE IN GOOD RELATIONSHIPS, ALL ANYBODY WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT IS THE DRAMA AND THE CHAOS SURROUNDING OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES BECAUSE IT MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES. HOWEVER, THE FACT IS, I'M IN A TERRIFIC RELATIONSHIP. IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO SAY THAT. SHIT, I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER SAID IT ABOUT ANY RELATIONSHIP I'VE BEEN IN (WELL, AFTER THE 1ST 4 MONTHS THAT IS, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT'S THE HONEYMOON TIME FRAME) THUS FAR. SO TO BE ABLE TO SAY I'M IN LOVE AND AM BEING LOVED FEELS FANTASTICALLY AMAZING! UGH, I'M STARTING TO ANNOY MYSELF WITH MY SUGAR COATED SWEETNESS...
WELL, ENOUGH OF THAT...JUST BECAUSE MY LOVE LIFE IS WONDERFUL, DOESN'T MEAN I STILL DON'T HAVE LOTS OF YUMMY DELISH ISH TO DISCUSS LOL...
FOR EXAMPLE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY KEPT MYSELF OUT OF TROUBLE FOR QUITE SOME TIME...SEEMS AS THOUGH SOME OF MY OLDER BS IS COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME. A WHILE BACK I HAD A BIT OF DRAMA DUE TO, WELL, DUE TO ME DOING THE WRONG THING. I AM A GOOD PERSON, BUT I HAVE MY FAULTS. I ALLOWED MYSELF TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO, FOR LACK OF A BETTER DESCRIPTION, WAS MARRIED. OK, WHAT IT REALLY WAS, WAS THAT HE LIVED WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND AND THEY HAD A CHILD TOGETHER. BUT ANYWHO...IT'S BEEN OVER 2 YEARS AND THE FBFFWB (FORMER BEST FRIEND FOREVER WITH BENEFITS) HAS SINCE MOVED ON TO A NEW AND MORE SUITABLE RELATIONSHIP...THAT DAMN BABY MAMA IS A DISASTER! CONTROLLING, ANNOYING, AND JUST PLAIN OLD YUCK! ANYWAY, THIS OLD BS HAS RECENTLY RESURFACED!!! HOW??? I DON'T KNOW!!! ALL I KNOW IS THIS MAD COW HAS TRIED TO START A DAMN FACEBOOK WAR WITH ME! WHEN I DON'T EVEN HAVE HER ON FB! MATTER OF FACT, I'VE BEEN INFORMED, SHE'S BLOCKED ME FROM FB! I HAVE NO CLUE AS TO WHY SHE WOULD FEEL THE NEED BEING THAT I WASN'T EVEN AWARE SHE HAD A FB ACCOUNT (BUT OF COURSE, WHO DOESN'T HAVE ONE I SUPPOSE) ALL I KNOW IS, THE FBFFWB TOLD ME HOW SHE WAS WRITING A BUNCH OF BS ON HER STATUS' ABOUT ME. I KNOW HOW CHILDISH THIS SOUNDS, TRUST ME I DO. I JUST ALSO FIND IT SUPER AMUSING WHEN OUR "SITUATION" OCCURRED SO LONG AGO. SHIT, THE DUDE HAS MOVED ON TO THE NEXT WOMAN! AND YET, SHE CONTINUES TO HARASS ME AND DISCUSS ME ME FROM AFAR, AT A VERY SAFE DISTANCE LOL...NOW DON'T TAKE THAT TO IMPLY THAT I AM PRONE TO VIOLENCE, BECAUSE I AM NOT. HOWEVER, I CAN UNDERSTAND THE DESIRE TO DO SO...I'VE COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT NOT EVERYONE IS AS EVOLVED AS I MYSELF AM, LOL. HEY, IT HAPPENS!
THAT'S JUST ONE STORY, I HAVE A MILLION OF'EM LMAO...BUT I DO HAVE THINGS TO DO, SO I WILL END THIS POST ON A POSITIVE NOTE...
LIFE IS A BLESSING, EVERYDAY YOU LIVE IS ANOTHER CHANCE AT FINDING YOUR TRUE HAPPINESS...DON'T MISS OUT ON THE OPPORTUNITY TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED ;-)
TIL NEXT TIME MY LOVERLIES ~HUGS N BESITOS~
WELL, WELL, WELL...SEEMS I'VE BEEN M.I.A. FOR MUCH TOO LONG. HOW THE WORLD AND I HAVE CHANGED SINCE LAST I POSTED! LET ME START BY SAYING, HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO....LOL
SO ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN GONE, PLEASE KNOW, MY LIFE HASN'T STOPPED BEING LIVED. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN LA VIDA JANE. FOR ONE, I AM CURRENTLY HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE AND IN A BEAUTIFUL, LOVING AND VERY SEXUALLY ACTIVE, COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP! PHEW, THAT WAS A MOUTHFUL LOL...BUT IT'S TRUE...WE'VE BEEN DATING SINCE END OF FEBRUARY, BEGINNING OF MARCH...AND BECAME OFFICIAL IN JULY...I LOVE HER LIKE A FAT CHICK LOVES CHOCOLATE!!! AND I'M A FAT CHICK SO TAKE MY WORD FOR IT, WE LOVE CHOCOLATE! LOL.
I KNOW THAT NOBODY GIVES A CRAP ABOUT PEOPLE IN GOOD RELATIONSHIPS, ALL ANYBODY WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT IS THE DRAMA AND THE CHAOS SURROUNDING OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES BECAUSE IT MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES. HOWEVER, THE FACT IS, I'M IN A TERRIFIC RELATIONSHIP. IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO SAY THAT. SHIT, I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER SAID IT ABOUT ANY RELATIONSHIP I'VE BEEN IN (WELL, AFTER THE 1ST 4 MONTHS THAT IS, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT'S THE HONEYMOON TIME FRAME) THUS FAR. SO TO BE ABLE TO SAY I'M IN LOVE AND AM BEING LOVED FEELS FANTASTICALLY AMAZING! UGH, I'M STARTING TO ANNOY MYSELF WITH MY SUGAR COATED SWEETNESS...
WELL, ENOUGH OF THAT...JUST BECAUSE MY LOVE LIFE IS WONDERFUL, DOESN'T MEAN I STILL DON'T HAVE LOTS OF YUMMY DELISH ISH TO DISCUSS LOL...
FOR EXAMPLE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY KEPT MYSELF OUT OF TROUBLE FOR QUITE SOME TIME...SEEMS AS THOUGH SOME OF MY OLDER BS IS COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME. A WHILE BACK I HAD A BIT OF DRAMA DUE TO, WELL, DUE TO ME DOING THE WRONG THING. I AM A GOOD PERSON, BUT I HAVE MY FAULTS. I ALLOWED MYSELF TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO, FOR LACK OF A BETTER DESCRIPTION, WAS MARRIED. OK, WHAT IT REALLY WAS, WAS THAT HE LIVED WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND AND THEY HAD A CHILD TOGETHER. BUT ANYWHO...IT'S BEEN OVER 2 YEARS AND THE FBFFWB (FORMER BEST FRIEND FOREVER WITH BENEFITS) HAS SINCE MOVED ON TO A NEW AND MORE SUITABLE RELATIONSHIP...THAT DAMN BABY MAMA IS A DISASTER! CONTROLLING, ANNOYING, AND JUST PLAIN OLD YUCK! ANYWAY, THIS OLD BS HAS RECENTLY RESURFACED!!! HOW??? I DON'T KNOW!!! ALL I KNOW IS THIS MAD COW HAS TRIED TO START A DAMN FACEBOOK WAR WITH ME! WHEN I DON'T EVEN HAVE HER ON FB! MATTER OF FACT, I'VE BEEN INFORMED, SHE'S BLOCKED ME FROM FB! I HAVE NO CLUE AS TO WHY SHE WOULD FEEL THE NEED BEING THAT I WASN'T EVEN AWARE SHE HAD A FB ACCOUNT (BUT OF COURSE, WHO DOESN'T HAVE ONE I SUPPOSE) ALL I KNOW IS, THE FBFFWB TOLD ME HOW SHE WAS WRITING A BUNCH OF BS ON HER STATUS' ABOUT ME. I KNOW HOW CHILDISH THIS SOUNDS, TRUST ME I DO. I JUST ALSO FIND IT SUPER AMUSING WHEN OUR "SITUATION" OCCURRED SO LONG AGO. SHIT, THE DUDE HAS MOVED ON TO THE NEXT WOMAN! AND YET, SHE CONTINUES TO HARASS ME AND DISCUSS ME ME FROM AFAR, AT A VERY SAFE DISTANCE LOL...NOW DON'T TAKE THAT TO IMPLY THAT I AM PRONE TO VIOLENCE, BECAUSE I AM NOT. HOWEVER, I CAN UNDERSTAND THE DESIRE TO DO SO...I'VE COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT NOT EVERYONE IS AS EVOLVED AS I MYSELF AM, LOL. HEY, IT HAPPENS!
THAT'S JUST ONE STORY, I HAVE A MILLION OF'EM LMAO...BUT I DO HAVE THINGS TO DO, SO I WILL END THIS POST ON A POSITIVE NOTE...
LIFE IS A BLESSING, EVERYDAY YOU LIVE IS ANOTHER CHANCE AT FINDING YOUR TRUE HAPPINESS...DON'T MISS OUT ON THE OPPORTUNITY TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED ;-)
TIL NEXT TIME MY LOVERLIES ~HUGS N BESITOS~
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