RATHER THAN CURSE SOMEONE OUT, I CHOSE TO VENT HERE REALLY QUICKLY...WHY DO I LET MY EX GET TO ME??? SHE'S SOOOO FREAKING CLUELESS! BUT I ALLOW HER TO ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF ME! (FOR THOSE THAT HAVEN'T PICKED UP ON IT, YES, I AM BISEXUAL) DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE HER TO BITS N PIECES. WE ARE NOT JUST FRIENDS BUT ALSO FAMILY. I FEEL I HAVE BEEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND TO HER CONSIDERING THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF OUR BREAK UP AND OUR CONSEQUENT BATTLES TO SEE WHICH ONE OF US COULD HURT THE OTHER MORE. WHAT PISSES ME OFF MOST ABOUT OUR "FRIENDSHIP" IS THAT, FOR HER PART, IT'S A CONDITIONAL FRIENDSHIP! SHE ONLY CALLS ME WHEN IT'S CONVENIENT FOR HER. OR WHEN SHE NEEDS SOMETHING. BELIEVE ME I DO NOT MIND MOST OF THE TIME. LET'S FACE IT, I WAS WITH HER FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS, I KNOW PRECISELY THE TYPE OF PERSON SHE IS. HOWEVER, EVERY NOW AND THEN IT HITS ME HOW SELFISH SHE IS. LIKE NOW, LOL....DONE VENTING! OFF TO HANG OUT WITH MY HOMIE!
TIL NEXT TIME...
***BESOS***
~JANE~
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