ATTRACTION...

WHY DO WE ALWAYS WANT WHAT WE CAN'T HAVE??? OK, SO MAYBE WE CAN HAVE IT, BUT IT WOULD BE WRONG TO ACTIVELY SEEK IT OUT! LOL. WHY ISN'T A CUTE, SWEET, FUNNY, SOMEWHAT INTELLIGENT AND A TOUCH PERVERTED (JUST HOW I LIKE'M LOL) PERSON ENOUGH? WHY IS THE ONE THAT HAS A SIGNIFICANT OTHER JUST SO MUCH MORE APPEALING? SO MUCH MORE SEXY....AYYYYYY OK, HERE'S THE DEAL....SUITOR #1, AWESOME! BUT I HAVE NO PHYSICAL ATTRACTION TO HIM! I DON'T WANT TO...FOR LACK OF A BETTER PHRASE...JUMP HIS BONES! SUITOR #2, ALSO AWESOME! HOWEVER, HE IS TAKEN! HE DOESN'T SEEM TO MIND THAT MINOR GLITCH THO!!! & I DO WANT TO "HOP ON THAT" LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! I'VE NEVER BEEN TOO GOOD WITH THE ROLE OF "THE OTHER WOMAN"...AS ALWAYS, I'D LIKE TO SAY I'VE NEVER PLAYED THAT ROLE BEFORE...BUT THAT WOULD BE A LIE. SOMETIMES YOU CAN NOT HELP WHO YOU FALL FOR. IT IS A TWO WAY STREET, SO THE FAULT WAS NOT ALL MY OWN. SHIT HAPPENS! WITH THAT SAID, I DON'T WANT TO GO THAT ROUTE AGAIN. & IT REALLY SUCKS TRYING TO BE THE BETTER PERSON!!! WORST PART OF THIS IS THAT I WOULD DROP ALL MY WOULD BE SUITORS FOR THE ONE PERSON I SHOULD HAVE NEVER DEALT WITH IN THE 1ST PLACE!!! MY "OTHER WOMAN" SITUATION! YEA, I'M A HOT MESS! BUT I AM AN HONEST ONE. OK, I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER NOW...GUESS I JUST NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF OF MY CHEST. WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE. HOPE I MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION...OR HOPE I CAN DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE NOT SO RIGHT DECISION.....LMAO

TIL NEXT TIME...
***BESOS***
~JANE~