WOW I'M HAVING A TOTAL BRAINFART RIGHT NOW! I HAD SO MANY THINGS I WANTED TO TOUCH BASE ON HERE, BUT I LET ALL THE LITTLE EVENTS N HAPPENINGS BUILD UP TO WHERE I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START, LOL. 1ST LET'S START WITH ME CHEATING ON MY SEX DIET! LMAO! YEA, I KNOW, ABOUT FREAKIN TIME! AND OH DEAR LORD, JESUS CHRIST IN HEAVEN, WAS IT GOOD!!! AGAIN I'M AMAZED AT HOW WORTH THE WAIT IT WAS! MR. SMITH...U ROCKED MY FUCKING SOX! MUCHAS GRACIAS! LOL...2ND THING I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT IS NOT AS FUN A TOPIC...MY BFF AND I ARE NOT TALKING...SHE TRIED TO ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING INSTEAD OF JUST ASKING ME. I FEEL VERY HURT CUZ I AM BY FAR, THE BEST FRIEND SHE'S HAD IN THE LAST COUPLE YEARS. I THOUGHT SHE WAS AWARE OF THIS, BUT APPARENTLY NOT, SO I REFUSE TO PLAY THE BIGGER PERSON THIS TIME! I ALWAYS DO! SHE WAS WRONG AND I FEEL, QUITE HONESTLY BETRAYED. I'M SURE WE WILL GET OVER THE BS SOON ENOUGH, BUT I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE HER THE SAME WAY AFTER THIS. 1ST OF ALL IT'S SOMETHING SO PETTY. 2ND OF ALL, SHE JUST ASSUMED IT TO BE TRUE! SO WHETHER IT'S END OF THE WORLD SHIT OR NOT, I DON'T APPRECIATE THE DOUBT THAT WAS CAST OVER OUR FRIENDSHIP. AND AN APOLOGY TO OUR FRIENDS...WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN A TIGHT GROUP. DO EVERYTHING TOGETHER. AND THIS IS PUTTING A STRAIN ON ALL OF THEM AS WELL. SORRY MY BABYLUVS...BUT YA KNOW SHE'S WRONG. ANYWHOOOO....
ON YET ANOTHER SOUR NOTE....
I HAVE DECIDED TO LET GO OF MY SO CALLED "FRIENDSHIP" WITH MY EX. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS JUST WAY TOO UNHEALTHY...I LOVE HER WITH ALL OF MY HEART, BUT...YUP, THERE SHOULD NEVER BE A "BUT" WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE. WHICH IS WHY I'VE COME TO THIS DECISION. NOW, BEING PERFECTLY HONEST, I WILL PROBABLY CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT THIS IN A COUPLE WEEKS...BUT FOR NOW, I FEEL STRONG DAMMIT! LOL. NOW ON TO MUCH MORE FUN NEWS...
MY WEEKEND IS LOOKING PRETTY GOOD! TONIGHT GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS FOR SOME DRINKS, MUSIC N YES, DANCING! TOMORROW NIGHT GOING TO CELEBRATE THE AWESOMENESS OF BEING SINGLE WITH MY NEWLY SINGLE HOMIE! AND TO END MY WEEKEND, DINNER AND DRINKS WITH MY #1 BESTIE!!! AY QUE VIDA SABROSA! DIME SI PUEDES, QUIEN ESTA MAS FELIZ QUE YO? LOL...YEA THERE'S ALWAYS SOME BAD, BUT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS...JUST ANOTHER TEST OF YOUR OVERRALL SELF...THAN YOU WILL NEVER FULLY APPRECIATE THE GOOD! SO I'M LIVING MY FREAKIN LIFE TO THE FULLEST! AS SHOULD YOU ALL!
AS ALWAYS MY LIL RAYS OF SUNSHINE..
BESOS Y ABRAZOS ~JANE~
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