EXPRESS TRAIN TO HELL...

OK, SO...I KNOW DEEP DOWN I AM A GOOD PERSON. THAT I HAVE A GOOD HEART AND AM A VERY COMPASSIONATE HUMAN BEING. I KNOW THAT I DON'T ALWAYS MAKE THE BEST DECISIONS. HOWEVER, I NEVER INTENTIONALLY SET OUT TO DO SOMETHING TO PURPOSELY HURT ANYONE ELSE. AS THEY SAY, SHIT HAPPENS! MY PROBLEM IS THAT I ALWAYS GO FOR WHAT I WANT. IT MAY SEEM LIKE A "DUH" THING TO DO. BUT TRUST ME, IT'S NOT ALWAYS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. OK, MAYBE CALLING IT THE "WRONG" THING IS GOING A BIT FAR...BUT IF A PART OF ME KNOWS IT AINT RIGHT...THEN YA TU SABE! LOL. SEE IT'S LIKE THIS...A VERY YOUNG MAN HAS TICKLED MY FANCY, LOL. WHEN I SAY YOUNG, I MEAN LIKE ONLY A YEAR OLDER THAN MY SON YOUNG!!! OMG, I KNOW!!!! I'M GOING TO FUCKING HELL!!! VIP SECTION RESERVED JUST FOR ME!!! FINE, HE WILL BE 20 SOON...OH DEAR LORD, DID I JUST SAY THAT?!? YUP, 20! BUT THIS KIDS SWAGG IS CRAZY!!! LOL. AND WHAT REALLY GETS ME IS...THAT HE WANTS ME BAD! LMAO!!! WHO DOESN'T LOVE THAT SHIT?!? HE THINKS I'M SEXY, WHICH IS ALWAYS HOT! AND WANTS ME TO SHOW HIM A THING OR 2, LOL. HOW BAD IS IT THAT I WANT TO SHOW HIM EVERY GODDAMN THING I KNOW?!?!? YEA, NOW BOARDING THE EXPRESS TRAIN TO HELL....WELL FUCK IT, AT LEAST I WILL SEE SOME OF MY FRIENDS THERE...I MIGHT EVEN SEE SOME OR ALL OF YOU! LOL...I'LL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT I FINALLY DECIDE TO DO. REALISTICALLY SPEAKING...I'M PRETTY SURE I'VE ALREADY MADE MY DECISION...LMFAOOOOOO...AT LEAST I'M HONEST DAMMIT!

UNTIL THE NEXT DRAMEDY...

***BESITOS AMORES***

~JANE~