Tuesday, April 21, 2009

FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT...

I CAN NOT BELIEVE HOW DRASTICALLY ONE'S LIFE CAN BE CHANGED IN THE COURSE OF 24 HOURS!!! SEEMS I'M A VICTIM OF FORGETTING TO EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED! I AM A STRONG LADY! I KNOW I CAN GET THROUGH ANYTHING THE POWERS THAT BE THROW IN MY PATH....BUT AT THE MOMENT, I HAVE TO ADMIT, I FEEL MISERABLY DEFEATED! I WAS SO UNPREPARED FOR THE NEWS I RECEIVED TODAY...NO IT'S NOT EARTH SHATTERING, IT'S MOST DEFINITELY NOT THE END OF THE WORLD...BUT IT SURE AS HELL IS ONE MAJOR SPEED BUMP IN MY LIFE'S HIGHWAY!!!! JUST WHEN MY JOURNEY WAS GOING SO WELL. BUT AS I'VE SAID IN THE PAST...JUST WHEN SHIT STARTS TO GET TOO GOOD...IT FUCKING RAINS PISS!!! AND THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING SO AWESOMELY I SHOULD HAVE EXPECTED BAD NEWS...SO Y THE FUCK DIDN'T I???? AYYYY WELL, THERE IS NO USE IN DWELLING ON THE BS! IT SERVES NO PURPOSE! BUT DEAR LORD TELL ME HOW THE HELL AM I GOING 2 GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK?!?!? WITH ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THE DRAMA AND THE BS...I GUESS I SHOULD JUST BE THANKFUL FOR HAVING HAD A COUPLE GREAT MONTHS THROWN INTO MY LIFE FOR GOOD MEASURE, HUH? AS THE SAYING GOES...IT IS WHAT IT IS! I ONLY PRAY FOR THE STRENGTH TO ENDURE YET ANOTHER SETBACK...

ANYWHO...THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS...

~JANE~

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